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Okay.... so i'm at home... and I miss Cincinnati... thats right I effing miss it. Hmmm... Let us see...so I have been here and I have hung out with many friends... but no matter what they don't compare to Her. She is amazing. I don't know, i just miss the good times in Cincy. Well I know its supposed to be summer and we are miles away from each other but I don't care. My heart still tells me to not be done. I was awoken this morning at 10:12 a.m. by a short black man cutting my grandparents lawn! GO AWAY!!! IM SLEEPING! Geez! its like these people have no sense of time. Well lets see I watched a movie last night... Memoirs of a Geisha... Oh pretty li'l hookers... GET A REAL JOB! the only reason I watched this movie was because She told me I should... So current movies not to watch: Elizabethtown, The Notebook, Steel Magnolias, Derailed, And some others that I can't think of at this very moment, its just hard to watch them... Well I have to keep unpacking my truck... I miss You... Love you... and I know we will make it! | | |
| For most of you I would like to say: its been real. Its been fun. But it hasnt been real fun.
To you I want to say:
This isnt goodbye... its just see you later... know that my world would have crashed long ago without you in my life... You have saved me from myself... I hope you have a great time this summer. Im here if you need me... for anything. I will say all of this to you in due time... so just bear with me... I just dont feel like putting it out for all the hypocritical eyes that are always on... I love you.
"Promise"
What would you say if I asked you not to go
To forget everyone, forget everything and start over with me
Would you take my hand and never let me go
Promise me you'll never let me go
And now the stars aren't out tonight,
But neither are we to look up at them
Why does hello feel like goodbye?
These memories can't replace,
These wishes I wished and dreams I chased
Take this broken heart and make it right
I feel like I lost everything when you're gone
Left remembering what it's like to have you here with me
I thought you should know,
You're not making this easy
I never thought I'd be the one to say
Please don't, well please don't leave me
I feel like I lost everything when you're gone
Left remembering what it's like to have you here with me
I thought you should know,
You're not making this easy
You're not making this easy (easy, easy, easy...)
Take my hand and never let me go,
Take my hand and never let me go,
Promise me...
You'll never let go
You'll never let go
You'll never let go
You'll never let go
Make this last forever
I'll fall asleep tonight, 'cause that brings me closer to you | | |
| This time was the last time. I really don't mean to be the way I am. I won't tell any secrets, I dont need to. I just want you to be happy. I know now that I am not what is making you happy. I hope you have a good life and I hope you are able to see past all the mean things that were said. I didnt mean them. Even the things you say I said to you and I didn't. I am waiting for something to happen to me... that is fine. Some of the things your friends said were right. I dont need to touch you when we are fighting, even if it is just hugging you to show you that I am not angry enough to work on things or picking you up to stop you walking out when all I wanted to say was everything is alright and I love you. I think you are amazing, and I will always cherish what we had. I dont deserve you, and I never have. I know you didn't mean what you said, and I wont think of you that way. I know you are reading this thinking "he is trying to sucker me in," but you are free of me... I have promised student life that I will only talk to you if you speak to me... I will not break that. Please dont think of me as a bad person, I was only doing what I thought I had to do to stop you from thinking I was terrible. I see now that I handled it completely wrong. I am sorry... You will always have a part of my heart... Goodbye. | | |
| BLAH! I unblocked everyone... Say what you need... see if i care. | | |
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